Dael knew his born-day instinctively, always woke the with a sense of alive he didn’t feel any other day of the year. Back home he’d know by the colors of the plants his born-day was close. Here, in this prison-land, he woke to it suddenly. When he took his waking breath, his first thought was that he’d see Ma, Da, and Cerdic. They’d eat all his favorite foods and share gifts.
Then he remembered where he was, so he worked silently all day, and saved enough energy to slip out and look at the stars that night.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Unnumbered Days
Dael spent the next unnumbered days - too many to count - banished to the kitchens, scrubbing and chopping and hauling, boiling and scraping and kneading. Quintus looked sympathetic, but Tertius just looked smug, as if Dael had received some sort of comeuppance he hadn’t even known he deserved. Most days Dael didn’t even get to stick his nose out of the kitchen, and if he had any notions of wandering around during his free time, Cook kept him so busy he just collapsed onto his pallet.
The few times he glimpsed Flavia, he noticed she looked as drained as he felt.
The few times he glimpsed Flavia, he noticed she looked as drained as he felt.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Cursed the Gods
Flavia shook her head. “No. I can’t. I’m sorry.” She turned and fled.
Dael started after her and nearly tripped over her sword. He caught himself just in time to watch Flavia vanish around the corner. He sighed, picked up the sword. He was a fool. She was his owner; he was just a slave who was particularly good at meeting her every strange whim, like sword-fighting and calling her by her given name.
But he was still a slave, and she was the one who owned him.
Dael cursed the gods, picked his sword, and headed for home.
Dael started after her and nearly tripped over her sword. He caught himself just in time to watch Flavia vanish around the corner. He sighed, picked up the sword. He was a fool. She was his owner; he was just a slave who was particularly good at meeting her every strange whim, like sword-fighting and calling her by her given name.
But he was still a slave, and she was the one who owned him.
Dael cursed the gods, picked his sword, and headed for home.
Friday, December 17, 2010
No, Please, Again
Dael sucked in a shuddering breath. He tried to say her name, but instead of words what came out was a moan when his lips brushed hers, and then they were kissing.
Kissing.
He’d once kissed Damia, a girl in his village, when he was five, and Cerdic had told tales of kissing girls, how it was like dying and coming alive all at once, the world roaring in black and white and stars behind his eyelids and –
Flavia jerked back, her eyes wide, her expression stricken. “Dael, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have –”
He reached for her. “No, please, again.”
Kissing.
He’d once kissed Damia, a girl in his village, when he was five, and Cerdic had told tales of kissing girls, how it was like dying and coming alive all at once, the world roaring in black and white and stars behind his eyelids and –
Flavia jerked back, her eyes wide, her expression stricken. “Dael, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have –”
He reached for her. “No, please, again.”
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Not Alone
Dael’s breath caught - up close, her eyes really were golden, flame-bright.
“Mistress,” he began, and she shook her head. The tip of her nose brushed his.
“I told you - call me Flavia,” she whispered.
She was close enough Dael could feel her warmth, could feel his own heart racing against his ribs.
“We’re not so different, you and I,” Flavia said, and she was so close their lips almost touched. “Both of us kidnapped, taken to places unknown, and burdened with inexplicable power.”
Fire. She could make fire. That’s why Dael felt so warm.
“With you I’m not alone.”
“Mistress,” he began, and she shook her head. The tip of her nose brushed his.
“I told you - call me Flavia,” she whispered.
She was close enough Dael could feel her warmth, could feel his own heart racing against his ribs.
“We’re not so different, you and I,” Flavia said, and she was so close their lips almost touched. “Both of us kidnapped, taken to places unknown, and burdened with inexplicable power.”
Fire. She could make fire. That’s why Dael felt so warm.
“With you I’m not alone.”
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Nose-to-Nose
“I’m sure Angelus thinks so,” Flavia said. “But this place is so...different. Women here, while many are intelligent and well-spoken are fierce...” She shook her head. “I’m as much as a slave as you are - you just can’t see my chains.” She sat up. “But you’re right - I suppose I should head back, see to the banquet he’s hosting next week. We’ll have lots to prepare.”
Dael hauled his tired body to his feet, offered a hand to her. When he pulled her up, she rose lightly as a dancer, and then they were almost nose-to-nose.
Dael hauled his tired body to his feet, offered a hand to her. When he pulled her up, she rose lightly as a dancer, and then they were almost nose-to-nose.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Other Things
When they were exhausted, Flavia toppled over into the grass, her delighted laughter ringing in the air.
“You’re getting much better,” she said. “We can practice every day now.”
Dael sprawled beside her, careful to keep his sword within reach. He noticed she had done the same. “If you wish it.”
“You know I do.”
“Not to sound...impertinent, but don’t you have other things to do besides teach an uppity, disobedient slave how to wield a sword?” He tilted his head to look at her. In the fading sunlight, she was beautiful, the setting sun turning her skin golden.
“You’re getting much better,” she said. “We can practice every day now.”
Dael sprawled beside her, careful to keep his sword within reach. He noticed she had done the same. “If you wish it.”
“You know I do.”
“Not to sound...impertinent, but don’t you have other things to do besides teach an uppity, disobedient slave how to wield a sword?” He tilted his head to look at her. In the fading sunlight, she was beautiful, the setting sun turning her skin golden.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Confused Moments
Dael didn’t know when Flavia spoke to Angelus, but one morning when he and Quintus were huddled over their morning bowls of gruel, Tertius stepped into the room and demanded Dael to his feet. Dael scrambled to obey, bowed, and had to fight off the urge to recoil when two servants descended and began putting their arms around his waist. A few confused moment later, he had a sword belt strapped to his waist, complete with a version of the sword he used to practice with Flavia.
And ten minutes later, he and Flavia were sparring in an open field.
And ten minutes later, he and Flavia were sparring in an open field.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Something Else
Dael rolled his eyes. “Living with the gods, or roaming the stars? You believe that?”
“Maybe. And maybe it’s something else.” Flavia tugged on his shoulder. “Hurry along now - we have things to do if we want to make this work.”
“Shouldn’t we train with a sword some more?”
“Yes, you should,” she said. “I need to have a word with Angelus and ensure you will have permission to carry a sword.”
Dael’s eyes lit up. “My own sword?”
“For my protection, of course. You saw how those guards were.” Flavia turned her nose up and mock-sniffed. “You ready?”
“Maybe. And maybe it’s something else.” Flavia tugged on his shoulder. “Hurry along now - we have things to do if we want to make this work.”
“Shouldn’t we train with a sword some more?”
“Yes, you should,” she said. “I need to have a word with Angelus and ensure you will have permission to carry a sword.”
Dael’s eyes lit up. “My own sword?”
“For my protection, of course. You saw how those guards were.” Flavia turned her nose up and mock-sniffed. “You ready?”
Saturday, December 11, 2010
After Death
“Yes, me,” Dael agreed quietly.
Flavia sighed. Then she stepped closer, put a hand on his shoulder. “We won’t be like this forever. We’re both destined for greater things.”
“Really?” Dael lifted his head, searched her face.
“Really. Things now are complicated, but if we do this right, things will get better, and eventually we’ll be free of everything.”
Dael remembered the murmurs and groans of the men packed onto that ship with them, as they tossed on the waves and fell further and further from home.
“We’ll be free of everything when we’re dead.”
“There is life after death.”
Flavia sighed. Then she stepped closer, put a hand on his shoulder. “We won’t be like this forever. We’re both destined for greater things.”
“Really?” Dael lifted his head, searched her face.
“Really. Things now are complicated, but if we do this right, things will get better, and eventually we’ll be free of everything.”
Dael remembered the murmurs and groans of the men packed onto that ship with them, as they tossed on the waves and fell further and further from home.
“We’ll be free of everything when we’re dead.”
“There is life after death.”
Friday, December 10, 2010
Look at You
“How...?”
“Same way you do, I expect,” Flavia said. She shrugged. “I just...know how.” Her smile widened. “It’s always wonderful to find someone else who’s like us.”
“Us? Then Master Angelus –” Dael remembered himself and scrambled to catch up to Flavia.
“Don’t ask,” she said. “But yes. We aren’t so different, you and I.”
“I suppose you’re never cold in winter,” Dael said.
“And you are never ill.”
Dael nodded. “It’s true. But...why do you need me to protect you, if you can do that?”
“Because we’re not omnipotent, no matter our gifts. After all, look at you.”
“Same way you do, I expect,” Flavia said. She shrugged. “I just...know how.” Her smile widened. “It’s always wonderful to find someone else who’s like us.”
“Us? Then Master Angelus –” Dael remembered himself and scrambled to catch up to Flavia.
“Don’t ask,” she said. “But yes. We aren’t so different, you and I.”
“I suppose you’re never cold in winter,” Dael said.
“And you are never ill.”
Dael nodded. “It’s true. But...why do you need me to protect you, if you can do that?”
“Because we’re not omnipotent, no matter our gifts. After all, look at you.”
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Forward, Back
Dael believed her. There was something in her ringing tones, in her fierce golden eyes - he knew she could protect him. Just as he would protect her.
Then he said, “You won’t tell Master Angelus about what I can do,” he said.
Flavia turned and started toward home. “If you don’t want me to. I suspect he already knows.”
Dael stood rooted to the spot, shocked. “What? How?”
“Because he knows what I can do.”
“What you can do?”
Flavia smiled over her shoulder, and fluttered her fingers at him. Flames danced on her fingertips.
Dael fell back a step.
Then he said, “You won’t tell Master Angelus about what I can do,” he said.
Flavia turned and started toward home. “If you don’t want me to. I suspect he already knows.”
Dael stood rooted to the spot, shocked. “What? How?”
“Because he knows what I can do.”
“What you can do?”
Flavia smiled over her shoulder, and fluttered her fingers at him. Flames danced on her fingertips.
Dael fell back a step.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Duties and Promises
“Anything, Flavia,” Dael said.
She eyed him shrewdly, and for the first time in a long time Dael knew it was right to lift his head, draw himself tall.
“You must be willing to keep my secrets, even from Master Angelus,” she said.
He nodded. Was she going to overthrow her own cousin?
“And you must learn to become a fighter, better than any petty Roman soldier,” she said.
He nodded again. She’d been teaching him. He could learn, right? Of course, those soldiers were professionals, had gone to wars, slaughtered his people --
“I will keep you safe,” she said.
She eyed him shrewdly, and for the first time in a long time Dael knew it was right to lift his head, draw himself tall.
“You must be willing to keep my secrets, even from Master Angelus,” she said.
He nodded. Was she going to overthrow her own cousin?
“And you must learn to become a fighter, better than any petty Roman soldier,” she said.
He nodded again. She’d been teaching him. He could learn, right? Of course, those soldiers were professionals, had gone to wars, slaughtered his people --
“I will keep you safe,” she said.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
With Anything
As they walked home, Flavia told Dael a wonderful tale about an orphan boy raised in a forest like a half-wild animal who became a king after he was chosen by a magical gladius planted in a stone plinth. Just as Flavia was getting to the good part, where the boy’s former tormentors were forced to bow and confess him king, she paused.
“Dael,” she said, and she was still one of the few who could say his name right, bothered to say his name at all. “Will you help me?”
“With anything, my lady.”
“Please, call me Flavia.”
“Dael,” she said, and she was still one of the few who could say his name right, bothered to say his name at all. “Will you help me?”
“With anything, my lady.”
“Please, call me Flavia.”
Monday, December 6, 2010
Grateful Tales
“I’ll heal,” Flavia said, ducking away from his hand, but Dael caught her chin and dragged her close.
“Let me,” he said again. Blue power sparked at his fingertips.
Flavia jumped, but she didn’t pull away, and Dael let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding.
“Everyone heals,” Dael said. And he smiled tentatively. “Maybe some people ought to heal faster.” He pushed the power into her gently, and her eyes fluttered closed.
“Thank you,” she whispered when it was done. Then her eyes opened, and she said, “Have you ever heard the tale of the sleeping king?”
“Let me,” he said again. Blue power sparked at his fingertips.
Flavia jumped, but she didn’t pull away, and Dael let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding.
“Everyone heals,” Dael said. And he smiled tentatively. “Maybe some people ought to heal faster.” He pushed the power into her gently, and her eyes fluttered closed.
“Thank you,” she whispered when it was done. Then her eyes opened, and she said, “Have you ever heard the tale of the sleeping king?”
Sunday, December 5, 2010
All Right, Fine
A bugle sounded across the city, and the soldiers cursed, turned. They flung insults over their shoulders at Flavia and then fell into formation, marched on the double. Dael watched them go and wished Flavia let him carry his training gladius with him.
Not that he’d have been a match for any of the soldiers.
Once they were gone, Dael turned and helped Flavia to her feet.
“Are you all right?” he asked in broken Latin.
“Fine,” Flavia muttered, but her words were slurred from her wound. She pressed a hand to her mouth gingerly.
“Let me see,” Dael said.
Not that he’d have been a match for any of the soldiers.
Once they were gone, Dael turned and helped Flavia to her feet.
“Are you all right?” he asked in broken Latin.
“Fine,” Flavia muttered, but her words were slurred from her wound. She pressed a hand to her mouth gingerly.
“Let me see,” Dael said.
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Only So Powerful
Angelus wasn’t so powerful that Dael didn’t find himself standing between Flavia and four young men dressed as soldiers. Flavia pushed herself up, pressed a hand to the corner of her mouth where it bled. Her eyes blazed.
Dael knew that fury. He’d felt it himself the first time he realized he was property in this land.
The soldiers laughed, flung the word “stranger” at Flavia. Dael wasn’t sure what they were saying, but he knew it was rude from the way Flavia’s mouth tightened.
Dael held his arms out to shield her, and one of the soldiers stepped closer.
Dael knew that fury. He’d felt it himself the first time he realized he was property in this land.
The soldiers laughed, flung the word “stranger” at Flavia. Dael wasn’t sure what they were saying, but he knew it was rude from the way Flavia’s mouth tightened.
Dael held his arms out to shield her, and one of the soldiers stepped closer.
Friday, December 3, 2010
Stranger, Powerful
He didn’t have a chance to ask her about it for nearly a week, and then it was after they’d sparred beyond the fields again (he was getting minimally better, he thought), and he was out of breath.
Flavia looked barely stirred by the exhaustion.
“You don’t like the other women, do you?”
“They would marry my cousin and displace me from my own house,” Flavia said. “It is not easy, being a stranger in this land, and it is dangerous, being a powerful stranger.”
“You’re not citizens?”
“No, but Angelus is too powerful for anyone to complain of it.”
Flavia looked barely stirred by the exhaustion.
“You don’t like the other women, do you?”
“They would marry my cousin and displace me from my own house,” Flavia said. “It is not easy, being a stranger in this land, and it is dangerous, being a powerful stranger.”
“You’re not citizens?”
“No, but Angelus is too powerful for anyone to complain of it.”
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Somehow He Knew
What was more exhausting than sparring and shopping was dinner parties where Angelus’s soldier friends and their wives or sisters came to lounge around the house all day eating, making conversation, and listening to musicians play.
Dael was assigned to wait on Flavia, who was apparently assigned to make everyone happy. Dael couldn’t understand the words being flung rapidly back and forth between the cushioned benches everyone reclined on, but he knew these people were wealthy from the way they were dressed and their own servants cowered, moving among Angelus’s own.
And somehow he knew Flavia was angry at everything.
Dael was assigned to wait on Flavia, who was apparently assigned to make everyone happy. Dael couldn’t understand the words being flung rapidly back and forth between the cushioned benches everyone reclined on, but he knew these people were wealthy from the way they were dressed and their own servants cowered, moving among Angelus’s own.
And somehow he knew Flavia was angry at everything.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
All Again
After sparring with Flavia beyond the fields, following her through the markets as she ordered food for the household, and waiting on Flavia and Angelus at supper (under Tertius’s watchful eye), Dael was exhausted. He fell onto the pallet beside Quintus’s and was asleep before he took his next breath.
When he awoke, Quintus shoved a bowl of gruel at him and attempted to ask where he’d been the day before. Dael didn’t know how to explain, and he suspected he shouldn’t tell anyone about the gladius, so he shrugged - and groaned at the thought of doing it all again.
When he awoke, Quintus shoved a bowl of gruel at him and attempted to ask where he’d been the day before. Dael didn’t know how to explain, and he suspected he shouldn’t tell anyone about the gladius, so he shrugged - and groaned at the thought of doing it all again.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)